29/3/10

那条路走啊走啊走啊 总要回家
两只手握着晃啊晃啊 舍不得放
你不知道吧後来後来 我都在想
跟你走吧 管它去哪呀


这杯咖啡忘了加糖
真不是我那麽伤感
世界太复杂 你说单纯很难
我当然都明白


可是啊 只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只有你 才能了解我要的梦从来不大 


我们没有在一起 至少还像情侣一样
我痛的疯的伤的 在你面前哭得最惨


你说你现在很好 而且喜欢回忆很长
我们没有在一起 至少还像家人一样


总是远远关心 远远分享

27/3/10

想要去海边

went seaside yesterday with zhi ling along , haha SO FUN.


海很特别,虽然没有什么不同。
坐在沙滩上看海,心情总会莫名的好起来。


                            
                             my work , haha.

20/3/10

当你不在乎的时候,原来事情会有更好的转变方式。

万物皆如此 ?

万物皆如此。

19/3/10

N-O

YOU BELONG WITH ME 

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me

i love this song lately  >.<
the MV is funny and sweet , DRAMATIC and wonderful like a day dream.

17/3/10

我們都曾經失去愛情 從你的身上 我認識刻骨銘心 錯過的花季 我的心也糾結成冰

saw this from sis facebook status .

Sim Liew Kun likes this , again. 

lol so chim.


CLB school band doing quite great lately , keep the great work =]

please ah , ATTENDANCE !

14/3/10

傀儡

你们最擅长的,就是把我们当傀儡。
所以,一有能力,大家都离你们远远的。
离你们组的家远远的。
我也会。
我一直都在考虑但今天我决定我也会。
d-e-c-i-d-e-D
and will not change.

在我看来,比我大比我有人生经验是没有什么厉害。
可能你放的屁真的比我呼吸的空气还要多,
却把最基本的待人处世之道弄得那么糟糕。
指责别人,自己却跟自己讨厌的一样。
厉害的只是,
做什么事都可以不用给理由,不论是有理的或是无理的。

我也想成为你们心目中所想要我成为的样子,
我也想。
可是那到底是什么样?
什么样?
我也想要一个相处融洽的家。
遇到问题可以靠,
烦恼可以跟你们说,
和你,
可以和别人一样,不避忌的聊天聊地。
聊我交的好朋友,
聊我喜欢的人,
聊我喜欢的社团,
聊我喜欢的音乐,
聊我的理想,
聊我的生活,
聊我的一切。

我不会想要隐瞒。
我曾经试过。
一开始我拼命为你找理由。
是年代不同
是生长环境影响

我讨厌这样。
我是家人,不是傀儡。
不应该是这样。

13/3/10

每个女孩身边总有个不是男朋友的男朋友

每個女孩身邊都有一個不是男朋友的男朋友,
你們可能相愛過
你們也可能喜歡著彼此。
但是,為了什麼原因你們沒能在一起?


也許他為了朋友之間的義氣,不能追你。
也許為了顧及家人的意見,你們沒有在一起。
也許為了出國深造,他沒有要你等他。
也許你們相遇太早,還不懂得珍惜對方。
也許你們相遇太晚,你們身邊已經有了另一個人。
也許你回頭太遲,對方已不再等待。
也許你們彼此在捉摸對方的心,而遲遲無法跨出界線。


沒在一起,你們還是保持了朋友的關係。
但是你們心底是清楚的,對這個人,你比朋友還多了一份關心。


即使不能跟他名正言順的牽著手逛街,你們還是可以做無所不談的朋友。
他有喜歡的人,你口頭上會幫他追,心裏卻不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。
他遇到困難時,你會盡你所能的幫他,不會計較誰又欠了誰
男女朋友吃醋了,你會安撫他們說你和他只是朋友,但你心中會有那麼一絲的不確定。


每個人這輩子,心中都有過這麼一個特別的朋友,很矛盾的行為。


一開始你不甘心只做朋友的,但久了,突然發現這樣最好。你寧願這樣關心他,總好過你們在一起而有天會分手。 


只是,偶尔会回忆,偶尔会想念,偶尔会想象如果。




你寧願做他的朋友,彼此不會吃醋。或许说,没理由吃醋,才可以真的無所不談。


特別是這樣,你還是知道,他永遠會關心你的。


做不成男女朋友,當他那個特別的朋友,有什麼不好呢?你心中的這個特別的朋友...?
是誰呢?


很多的感情,都因為一廂情願,最後連朋友都當不成了。
最後卻因為對方的一句喜歡你,如果你沒有反應,這一段友情似乎也難以維持下去,這也難怪有些人會因此不肯踏出這一步。
因為這就像是一場賭注,表白了之後不是成了男女朋友,要不就連朋友都當不成了。

这很好,除了偶尔的偶尔。



saw this nice article from facebook =X
lol.

Sim Liew Kun likes this.

12/3/10

Exam's over.
used to be hyper excited after exam but not including this time.
my holidays is FULL.

mum : exam finish liao mah bang keh liao lo , tml dunid go school hor.
SLK: need .
mum : what time?
SLK: 8am to 5pm.
mum:SIAO EH , then schooling days are better , sampat , go band ah?
SLK:  ya.
mum: can be late or not ?
SLK: not very can .
mum: SIAO EH !#&#$^^$%#^%#$^hols@%*#%^&* activity!#%$&#^&whole day!@$^$@
SLK: i syok.


* end of conversation*

i am not very syok actually , especially after a tiring exam , still have to teach them , some more face tonnes of annoying problems.

i am a quick-tempered person i know ,i cannot withstand some of them , their very SLOW MOTION , their ATTENDANCE , some of them are with bad attitude , all of these make me felt disappointed and really mad.

i mad at them sometimes , but nobody choi me.
i certainly love band . i am deeply in love with it since im a standard year four girl .
with hope , i joined CLBWO .
i think i get what i want .
the process is quite suffer .

算了用华语。
可是那些历程,我想没几个人忘得了。

练习很辛苦,可是很开心。
i wonder why i lost the feeling now.
感觉变调了。
每次练习,要一个一个打电话叫 [来练习] ,很悲哀。
我以前看到练习时间表

[8am to 6pm , everyday]

超兴奋的。
yeah practice , full band woohoo.
是不是每一个band members 都会这样?

然后,越来越老 ,变成senior的时候,感觉变调。
hor?

i still love tongyue ,我很想赢日新,我很想要铜乐变很棒,我很想要走一个完美的formation ,很想要参加drum battle,很想要参加MWBC , KLWBC。
我还是很想。
很想很想。

我们连一个不会让自己丢脸的formation都还走不到,连一个走出去不会丢脸的drumline都没有,为什么?
为什么,以前seniors可以从perak变emas,为什么我们不能从第二名变第一名?


不要把问题完全怪在乐器身上。
对,我们是没有sponser 。
制服没有人家美,乐器没有人家好,钱没有人家多,
但是 ,人,为什么没有人家好?
我想最大的原因 - 大家知道。

恐怖到,明明是blowing section 的人可以连一个完整的skill都吹到好像便秘酱。
percussion 的人 ,打一个quaver 拍子可以跑到天涯海角 。
听到我鸡皮疙瘩掉满地。

剩下一年可以过我的band life ,
还是希望可以做到seniors当初没有做到的遗憾,
还是希望可以找回当初的感觉。

所以加油吧。
我还没有绝望。

2/3/10

WOOHOO




issssssssssssh , i am in a dull right now.

i had my lunch just now .

after i washed the plate and spoon , i want to place them at the rack there .

(slow motion)
i walk toward the rack , i stretch out my hand with plate , i SCREAM.










because i saw a SNAKE.
i run away quickly and shout :" MUMMY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!got snakeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!"
my mum's watching tv :"where?" with a calm intonation .
i answer :"over the kitchen !"
she get up from the chair slowly then walk to the snake , she make the snake out from the window with no fear .
then , guess what she said ?
MOMMY :"ehm , snake is 318,1 snake mean 1318 ."
she's so not in the condition , lol.

duh , mothers always need to be tough when hubby not around ? wops no, my mum was tough always .

the snake's about 100cm , 'diameter' 3cm i guess , not too huge but it's absolutely terrible when you saw living thing like this in your house.i fell the blood curdling in my veins and arteries at the moment , zz.
i never be so close with a snake , it make me fell uncomfortably some more panic each time i saw them.
it's extremely nauseating !!!
though they are guiltless but i will never sympathize them , for EVER .



嫉妒

愛上了你
愛上了你的一切
揮不去的是那個
沒有我的世界
心中的一個結
緊緊的鎖住我
微弱似風中不安感受

該如何面對你溫柔眼神

當心中有了疑問
而我是不是你的唯一
而你是不是真的在乎我

請相信我

請相信我的心
就這樣地墜入幸福的深淵
嫉妒你的快樂
它並不是因為我
真心退縮在黑暗角落

該如何傾訴你溫柔聲音

它並不只屬于我
而你是不是真的在乎我
而我是不是你的永久